1979

I really like the song 1979 by Smashing Pumpkins. It's a calming song to listen to. Makes me feel pretty down though. I went to Plato's Closet today. I bought a new shirt, pants, a belt and a hat. All for 11 dollars. Good deal. I've been calling Christy lately. Talking to her on the phone like we used to. I've also been thinking a lot. Christy and I have been talking about what we're going to do when we are older. She's going to adopt two kids. We are going to live in apartment, and get a Great Dane Harlequin. It's a good life. We were also talking about her changing her first name from Erica to Emily and how Emily Christine Briggs would sound better than Erica. We discussed this if for some reason we got married. We most likely won't. It's not like I'm all up on the idea of getting married because we'll still be together, right? I hope. You don't need married to know you love the person. It's a religious Ceremony anyways. I know my mother will probably ask about when I'm going to propose to her when I'm of age I'll have to tell her sooner or later. Today just came onto the playlist. I sent Christy a quiz to do. An about me quiz. Since she had me do one of her. I got 10/15. Should have known more. It for some reason skipped over Today and now it's Endlessly by Muse. It's a good song so I am not complaining. I have noticed lately I am terrible at math. I knew I was bad but I am TERRIBLE. I knew I was terrible before but this is a new level of fail. Oh well. I have also been thinking a lot lately of my carrer when I get out of Highschool. I want to join the C.S.I. That's my life goal. I might want to become a C.E.O of some big company. Who knows? I just have to focus getting out of school first. Christy is talking about living in Arizona. It is really starting to scare me. After all this time I don't want to lose her. Two years is a long time. It's not like I can go up there. I think my mother would allow it. But I want her here. Her and I both don't have the money to fly me up there or drive. Kenny and Todd are okay with it. It would be nice. but I'd rather not have her leave me. I really don't think she would be able to stay with me when she is that far away. It'll probably end if we stay together after a little while of her living there. I don't like thinking of the bad things in life. I can't help it though in this kind of situation. She's going to tell me her decision in a few days when she is certain. Stronger by Kanye West came on. Haha. What is weird and cool. Spenser and I started talking. I still don't like him in some ways. But him and I have the same interests and such. It's weird the person whom I couldn't stand and wish would fall off the planet is a lot like me. /shrug Well it looks like I am done.

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